Und so
bin ich weiterhin
als hätte es mich nie gegeben.

“Mir sitzt die Müdigkeit in den Knochen wie
einem streunenden Hund die Kälte.”

Fernando Pessoa

“My real self wanders elsewhere, far away, wanders on and on invisibly
and has nothing to do with my life.”

Hermann Hesse

“Other people had flying dreams. I had falling nightmares.”

Kami Garcia and Margaret Stohl

“There is no reality except the one contained within us. That is why so many people live such an unreal life. They take the images outside of them for reality and never allow the world within to assert itself.”

Hermann Hesse

Quelle Foto: http://pawelmatys.deviantart.com/art/Make-a-wish-395139091Make a wish.(But better think about it carefully.)

Quelle Foto: http://pawelmatys.deviantart.com/art/Make-a-wish-395139091


Make a wish.
(But better think about it carefully.)

there are days
when it´s nearly tearing me apart
to realize
that our mutual future
can be nothing more
than a recall of the past
that this warm embrace
I would like to give you
is as impossible
as the kissphonecallletter
or just letting you know
that no matter what
there will be this room
inside me

and maybe the sad truth is
that that´s the only place
where this you I knew
is still aware
of this me I knew
cause all our rooms
had to be closed
due to
danger of collapse
and all the youandmes
faded away
as if they
never
existed.


“I shouldn’t have to be a liar to make someone love me. I shouldn’t be so afraid of losing someone that I’ll do anything to make them stay.”

Deb Caletti

“We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heroes or victims. Letting history tell us how good or bad we are. Letting our past decide our future. Or we can decide for ourselves. And maybe it’s our job to invent something better.”

Chuck Palahniuk


Körpersehnsuchtsverhaltenskodexeinsamkeitschmerzgedächtnis
verlustgrenzgefahrfraktur. Erinnerungslückenfüllfederhaltlosigkeits
schwebezustandsbeschreibung. Falltürklinkenfleckentfernerliefen
ausschusswahrheitsbekundung. Wortloskommentarkorrekturschleifen
schmiede. Herzblutbildungsstörungsverlaufskontrollenstellenabbau.



~ Ernest Hemingway

~ Ernest Hemingway

ich spüre deinen schlaf
taste deinen atem
fühle deinen geruch
atme deine haut.

ein nicht spürbares gefühl
wärmt sich zwischen unseren körpern.
wir sind keine liebenden
und doch
möchte ich sterben
bevor du erwachst.

a.feeje

Maybe most of you have seen this already. But I had to share it.
So touching. So full of love, life and kindness.